Hi Mandi

[Gentlebiperv]

Hi Mandi. You look great. Looking forward to visiting you. I'm having some trouble accepting my strong stiff attraction to shemales. I feel kinda guilty after watching shemale porn but keep cumming back. I'm not sure if my attraction is from porn propaganda and brainwashing or it's from me. I'm middle aged and had some shemale experiences in Toronto when I was young but have sort of suppressed my desires for shecock in reality.

[Mandi]

Hi back. Thanks for the compliment, and for joining the forum.

Its cool watching porn. If you were not really into it, you wouldn't watch it. Just think of all the music you don't like and I doubt you listen to it. It's like that. At least that is how I look at things.

[FOKSO]

It sounds like you’re being really honest with yourself, which is a good start. A lot of people go through phases of questioning desires, but in most cases, it’s just a genuine part of who you are, not propaganda. If you’re curious to explore that side of yourself in a more comfortable and professional way, you could check out https://sexemodels.org/ — they have a variety of companions, including trans models, in case you ever decide to embrace those desires fully and safely.

[FOKSO]

Really appreciate your honesty — it takes courage to share something so personal. The truth is, attraction is deeply individual and nothing to feel guilty about. What you’re feeling isn’t wrong or unnatural — it’s just you, and that’s more than okay.

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